friends are siblings God forgot to give us.

Friday, March 17, 2006; 9:54 PM;

e race ytd was quite, i would say, unpleasant for us sec2 girls.
although yuxin did an under 18, it was overall quite shitty la, in my opinion.

you know that kinda feeling: you've worked hard &ran hard for e past 1 year plus and then in come 2 ~~bloody noobs~~ newcomers take over you. all efforts down e longgang. LIKE WTF.

i hate reality.

yes, we all know recruiting talented ppl is for e welfare of e team because it means we have a higher chance of winning. but dont you think its too ridiculous? i mean like, they cant just bloody barge their way to e start line with no effort put in okay [well maybe there is effort, but i still think we deserve more] . i dont know how to put it. its just so assholic. bloody crap.

i know our batch is quite disappointing despite e fact that yuxin is a promising top20-to-be. i dont want us to become like what coach said, "e batch who lost it all". nobody wants that but man, this sucks.

pressure's building.

~~fuck.~~

; ran